If he had spoken of a village census in Little Dunthorpe, she might have shown some interest. Like most essentially simple languages, that of the Bourkas could at times be oddly elusive. On Pauls fourteenth birthday his father had given him a Red Devil condom in a foil envelope. At least this doorway was wider - not much, but enough to make his passage less hair-raising. I came in here a few days ago and youd managed to get into your wheelchair all by yourself!!
got that in spam today. raaaaaaaaaandom. especially the last line.
so let's see... it's almost 4am on a sunday morning.
news as of last update: wait a tick...i'm single again! oh behave!! this has been for awhile but i never EVER update unless it's something stupid. if you want to know about it, IM me or something and i'll tell you the shittyness. t-minus 13 days til college fucking graduation. i cannot believe how fast this semester went. ridiculous. and i can't believe that i'll be sitting at home feeling sorry for myself because i don't have friends that live at home. okay so this is a sucky update because i feel like a piece of shit. SURPRISE. bite me.
You tell me that I make no difference At least i'm fucking trying What the fuck have you done? It's in my eyes And it doesn't look that way to me
here's the day you hoped would never come don't feed me violence just run with me through rows of speeding cars paper cuts and cheating lovers, the coffee's never strong enough i know you think it's more than just bad luck...
You tell me you like the taste You just need an excuse You tell me it calms your nerves You just think it looks cool You tell me you want to be different You just change for the same You tell me it's only natural You just need the proof Did you fucking get it?
It's in my eyes And it doesn't look that way to me In my eyes
You tell me that nothing matters You're just fucking scared You tell me that i'm better You just hate yourself You tell me that you like her You just wish you did You tell me that i make no difference At least i'm fuckin' trying What the fuck have you done?
It's in my eyes And it doesn't look that way to me In my eyes
the night started out okay. now it's 3:30am, and i'm crying. always fucking crying. that sinking feeling will never ever fucking go away, will it. WILL IT!?
why do i keep waking up in the morning. why.
Oct. 28th, 2006 @ 03:33 am
even though new jersey is the armpit of america, same-sex civil unions have just been legalized there, according to my gay/straight alliance community i belong to and cnn.com.
i think that it's fucking awesome, and i'm glad that new jersey is taking a step in the right direction. this will come in handy in writing my paper!!! YAY NEW JERSEY!!!! [never thought i'd say that...hahahha ;)]
Oct. 25th, 2006 @ 07:49 pm
maybe it's because of this. or maybe it's because of that. or maybe it's just because this is the way it's supposed to be. and i don't understand it. not at all.
Oct. 21st, 2006 @ 01:20 am
"Why is it that, as a culture, we are more comfortable seeing two men holding guns than holding hands?" - Ernest Gaines
We would like to know who really believes in gay rights on LiveJournal. There is no bribe of a miracle or anything like that. If you believe in gay rights, then repost this and title the post as "Gay Rights".
Oct. 4th, 2006 @ 07:15 pm
i can't believe country junction burned down. my jaw dropped when i saw the pictures. craziness. if someone did this....i really hope they catch it. like sonia, i can only think of the animals that were killed in this. it made me cry. god, i have the wrong calling in life.
i really think that when i graduate i'm gonna volunteer at an animal shelter.
let's see... trying to remain sane at mansfield is quite a task. there isn't a day that goes by that i don't bawl my eyes out at least once.
on a happier note... many thanks to sarah kate veety for getting me into some awesome music.
hey everbody, you should check out the weepies and psapp! <--sonia, psapp loves cats. mow.
wish list: imogen heap- speak for yourself, i megaphone, goodnight and go anything by frou frou regina spektor- begin to hope, soviet kitsch sleater-kinney- there are four bajillion, any would be good. the weepies- say i am you, happiness
ANYONE WANT TO HELP A SISTER OUT....and BURN ME SOME...i will give you cds. kthx.
ugh. time to quit thinking for the night.
I let the day go by I always say goodbye I watch the stars from my window sill The whole world is moving and I'm standing still
Woke up and wished that I was dead With an aching in my head I lay motionless in bed The night is here and the day is gone And the world spins madly on
Oct. 4th, 2006 @ 01:05 am
where are we? what the hell is going on? the dust has only just begun to form crop circles in the carpet sinking, feeling
spin me 'round again and rub my eyes, this can't be happening when busy streets a mess with people would stop to hold their heads heavy
hide and seek trains and sewing machines all those years they were here first
oily marks appear on walls where pleasure moments hung before the take over, the sweeping insensitivity of this still life
hide and seek trains and sewing machines (you won't catch me around here) blood and tears they were here first
ooom what d'ya say, emmm that you only meant well? well of course you did ooom what d'ya say, emmm that's all for the best? of course it is emmm what d'ya say? hmmm that it's just what we need you decided this mmmm what d'ya say? hmmm what did she say?
ransom notes keep falling out your mouth midsweet talk, newspaper word cut outs speak no feeling no, i don't believe you you don't care a bit, you don't care a bit
(hide and seek) ransom notes keep falling out your mouth midsweet talk, newspaper word cut outs
(hide and seek) speak no feeling no, I don't believe you you don't care a bit, you don't care a bit
(hide and seek) oh no, you don't care a bit oh no, you don't care a bit
(hide and seek) oh no, you don't care a bit you don't care a bit you don't care a bit
Sep. 27th, 2006 @ 01:53 am
they even got mansfield university in there...and your mom! YESSS...thanks connie =)
EDIT: i didn't see the all anal movies picture until i already posted it. ehh, fuck it. it's not one of my interests, but it made me laugh. HAH!
Sep. 8th, 2006 @ 01:41 am
I never loved nobody fully Always one foot on the ground And by protecting my heart truly I got lost in the sounds I hear in my mind All these voices I hear in my mind all these words I hear in my mind all this music
And it breaks my heart And it breaks my heart And it breaks my heart It breaks my heart
And suppose I never met you Suppose we never fell in love Suppose I never ever let you kiss me so sweet and so soft Suppose I never ever saw you Suppose we never ever called Suppose I kept on singing love songs just to break my own fall Just to break my fall Just to break my fall Break my fall Break my fall
All my friends say that of course its gonna get better Gonna get better Better better better better Better better better
I never love nobody fully Always one foot on the ground And by protecting by heart truly I got lost In the sounds I hear in my mind All these voices I hear in my mind all these words I hear in my mind All this music And it breaks my heart It breaks my heart Breaks my Heart Breaks my heart
Sep. 6th, 2006 @ 08:12 pm
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